Time

Time. Tick tock. . . what are you doing now? 24 hours per day seems a lot of time.

In a day, someone can fall in love, discover a new thing, be disappointed, commit a blunder, make a decision, be a star, leave the earth.

The world is round, 7 continents and 196 countries. No matter the time difference, what are you doing with your time?

Time flies so fast when you are engrossed with something. Tomorrow may come and not. What are you doing now? Seize the day, they say but how? Make a decision to do what matters most to you today.

I often sit and wonder what other people are doing with their time while I'm just staring into space. People have different interests or shall I say mission and passions in life. Others are born geniuses, leaders, followers, rich, poor and so on but what matters is what you do with your life.

Am I using my time here on earth wisely? Why can other people be great while I just stay in the sidelines watching them? What do I need to do? Am I just meant to be like this? Or can I be the active participant in this world? I would like to be.

I would like to do something worthwhile and help others.

I envy people who are so sure of what they want to be even at an early age. It didn’t come to me as I expected. Until now, I have to admit, I am still finding my mission and passion in life. Until then will I be able to take an active role in this life.

But slowly, I am jotting down my passions and that includes writing (ever since elementary), Yoga, helping other people and “be a healing presence in the world” (I like this. I came across this in one of my readings about Yoga). I don’t know yet how I can marry all of these things and earn a living. Of course I am concerned with that. But they say you have to live your passions first then money will come. Let’s see.

I have always gotten what I wanted especially if I'm definite of it. I am that stubborn and I will do everything I can to get what I want. But that's the trick, I need to know what I want first.

I am at the stage in my life where I want clear directions, giving glory to God.

I am reminiscing, reflecting on past experiences, hoping to find my passion and make good use of my time here on earth.

Good luck to me.

*image from www.landingnet.co.uk/blog/internet-time-wasting/