Wednesday, November 17, 2004

My last week in a nutshell

Wow! What a week. I never thought I would get over that experience. I have undergone bad feelings, depression, frustration and hopefulness last week.

I learned from our General Manager that MY Office did not approve of having team leaders instead of a sales manager to head the sales team. That meant our ( me and 2 other collegues) promotion to Team leader would not push thru. The bad thing was our GM already announced it to the whole PH team. Upon hearing it, I felt slapped on the face. I felt useless and no good. My emotions went from anger, pity (for myself), depression to frustration. I could not just resign and leave. I had no fall back. My hard-headedness dawned on me. I should have actively submitted my application to different companies.

I tried so hard to force myself to work and focused on happy thoughts. Good thing, I have an upcoming trip to Boracay. At least I have something to look forward to.

Well, hope springs eternal in me so I gathered myself back up and moved on. This is enough and there is no use crying on spilled milk. I have been actively sending out my applications and I hope there will be developments soon. I'll keep you posted.

1 comment:

mistyeyed said...

continue, continue, continue... until you make that advancement in your career that you deserve. full steam ahead! pretty soon, JS will just be a memory. but at least, it's where you got to learn a lot about people and life in general.